~People are lonely because they build walls, not bridges.~

I still like that song alot. It has a melodious tune and it's sad. I'm a sucker for sad songs.

There's this group of feelings that one can only experience in a relationship. It cannot be described, only felt. A sucky feeling that comes with expectations.

You know I was looking forward to seeing you on wed night all the time. When you called me, you were not very sincere about meeting me and also you said you wana go out with your friends. It was quite sian for me. It's like on one hand it was quite disappointing for me cos I was looking forward to seeing you and I was quite sure that I would see you. I was also disappointed that your priority is not me. I also thought that you could accomodate my timing this time and meet me on wed night since we can't meet on Thurs. On the other hand, I know that you should not limit your life to only me and I understand that you treasure friends also. I don't mind you meeting your friends, really. You can't and should not neglect your friends for me. Just that it was disappointing and uncherishing that's all. anyway I'm trying to balance "reasonability" with expectations.

Anyway let the past be the past. This is a good litany to live by. =)