"so for now, im just waiting till the disappointment fades to a faint ache, till i can pick up the pieces and start again. perhaps i'll be wiser then, sadder certainly, but wiser. in one of my entries i once asked, where do dreams go when they die? now i know, they haunt us forever, spectres of the future that were never meant to be, but being tied to us by the years of dreaming, can never really leave, yet never really stay.
i will build new crystal dreams, and strive to make them into reality, but i will never forget the time i failed to touch the sky. ''
very true. I like this post alot. It's beautifully written.