Singlehood is still the best. No expectations blahblah.

I'm confused.

Sometimes, this problem really bothers me alot. It seems as only people our age faces this problem. Chwansang and the girl, eejia and kian. The girl has just decided to step back and treat Chwan as a friend only. And she really became colder towards him. Wow. Such things are always easier said than done.

Chwan said staying like that is being irresponsible to an extent. Peisong said we will get tired out if we stay too long like that. I say I'm going nuts thinking about it.

I hate commitments. commitments=expectations=unhappiness=quarrels. And the past haunts me. Argh! I'm not supposed to think about the past but I still do occasionally.

Why am I making things so difficult for myself and for u? I don't know. Sometimes I think that all I need is to be brainwashed to move forward. But the problem is, who? Who can convince me that it's worth a try?